Good, everybody has got to start somewhere. Some of the guys on here seem to hate the tactics... but I find with a bit of practise they work. As long as you internalize them to the point that they are natural though. I'm not ashamed to say, I've also made a cunt of myself now and again. It's all character building. Learn a few routines and mix them in with your genuine self. A good start is getting your foot in the door and not being phased by rejection. So your Mario man died... whatever... hit the restart button.